zadr blood

He didn't stop me-
He saw me cutting-
But he didn't do anything-
He just stared at me-
And left me there-
Covered in my own blood-
He didn't stop me, but he didn't expose me-
He just stared-
And then left-
Left me on the floor-
Sitting in the blue-
The form of my life-
The liquid in me-
I can't stop myself from doing it-
He could have-
But he didn't-
Didn't even bother-
He just left-
Left me alone-
I was grateful-
Not any more-
Because he showed me just how much he cares-
He showed me we were never going to be anything more to each other-
Than enemies-
Nothing more-
Ever-
Ever-
NEVER MORE THAN ENEMIES-
NOTHING MORE TO EACH OTHER-
BUT HE MEANS TO ME-
EVERYTHING-
IN-
THE-
WORLD-
HE'S MY TRUE LOVE-
MY-
TRUE-
LOVE-
MY-
TRUE-
LOVE-
MYTRUELOVEMYTRUELOVEMYTRUELOVE-
I WANT HIM TO BE MINE-
BUT HE WON'T-
HE PROVED THAT.
He left.
He doesn't care.
He'll never care.
So I cut the pain of reality.